yea im still learning at times 

yea its true your never too old to learn somthing new or somthing you should already know or known.... now normaly when its said "your never too old to learn" it's meant toward  how to do a job better or work related stuff in genarel... sorry for the bad spelling im not very good at it nor am i with exspressing things from how i think into text for words... so try to understand and bare with me.

 anyway... back to my point  its just as true that your never to old to learn somthing new in a relationship as well as anything else....  now grant it theres thoughs who really dont want to learn and just dont care....  i could never care for anything more than i do becky and the boys...  becky is my love and life who makes me who i am...  a wonderful wife, mommy, bestfriend, and my equal and as i heard my dad refer to mom at times as a kid.... my better half lol ...only she really is my better half  NOT beneath me nor a slave nor a beating post .... well sorry if its not put right but not a sex post.... seems like a lot of people would rather hit a woman and so much more than just be a man...

 its not hard been one since i was born... first breath i took was as a man ...well a male lol ...had to grow and learn to be a man and im still learning.... but i knew like any man with a brain in their head knows ...u DONT hit a woman!!!! respect them!....now some makes it really hard to do lol but never the less respect....

 im no angel by any means ....i get jealous at times... but not out of meaness...  out of love!!!!! i know that sounds bad i guess ... cause ive heard people with a lot of different ideas on being jealous.. but i really dont mean to be...  and im not in a bad way... though i do know that im more of an attention hog...

  i just love being with her doing things ...and im so happy just with her...rather it be playing games... blogging or whatever...as long as its with her im happy... i have no desire to want to go drink or run all over the place with other people....

i have a few friends...and they like to drink ...its ok if they like doing that but some of them likes things they ought not be likeing... considering thier situation anyway..

 thats not me.... i talk with them when they come by or call or need help with somthing which isnt too often.... maybe because i wont get into the kinda stuff they do ....well i love becky and the boys and i have no desire to want to hang around that kinda stuff.

 i dunno... i know i got no reason in the world to be jealous at all cause i know how she feels and loves me... with out a doubt!!! and for my getting grumpy at times IM SORRY BABY IF YOUR READING THIS I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL... im working on that though and anything i can do to improve and be a better person...

 so at 36 no im not to old to learn how to do better and improve myself...  not a one of us are ...no matter the age if you truly love your spouse you can learn anything... but it takes two... both  to want to learn and do better for each other... and alot of understanding and patience and time...its learning!!! not figuring it out over night and being expected to have it down pat lol ....

thanks to all who have took time to stop by and read my post and your patience and understanding in my being a bad at spelling and not so good at putting things into words.

may god bless you and yours

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